I need help to work on my engraved negative self talk
I want to be able to fulfil my potential without getting myself in the way. I have always been a very strong-willed person yet after a series of unfortunate events in my life, although things are finally stable and settled I still can not get rid of this fear of failing or something drastic happening again, even though I consciously know that I should it is irrational. No matter what I do it is still there and I end up overthinking so much that I end up getting in my own way. I need motivation and support however I am someone who does need pressure and the “harsh truth” otherwise I end up laying back and doing nothing. I do not excel in pity.